IM BAAAAAACK!!!!

I guess I got my Swagga back #Truth I dont love you hoes and Im back on my toes. Im seeing through all the games and the lies---- Do Me a Favor, Dont Do Me No Favors *Say Cheese*

Just Random

So im sitting in class and since I already know most of this perfunctory UNIX stuff im of course bs'n around checking email and virtual shopping. Im so A.D.D its ridiculous. Im so excited to be back in class and be moving forward with my life. My job ends on 9.15 and although some ppl would be depressed because it is a recession, Im nonplussed. All I can say about that is my years in the military werent for naught and those 6 yrs 3 months and 9 days are surely coming in handy right now. Thank ya UNCLE SAM! Im taking my first certification class starting 9.26 A+/Network+ FINALLY. Ive only been dragging my feet for 2 yrs on starting these certs...shhhh dont tell Chris or he will kill me.
My son will be playing football for PHS this year and I cant wait for the first game to sit out there and cheer my baby boi on!
Moving right along...im feeling some type of way about not going to Vegas to be w/ a friend of mine for her nuptials behind what I see now as a minor dispute. I cant get that memory back and I feel ultra fucked up about it. Now what I will say is I hate that my position in life seems to always be the bigger person. I have to be the most understanding and forgiving all the time and IT SUCKS!!! Doesnt help my bipolar disorder (not documented in any records lol, no medication yet) one bit. On the one hand of course I always want to be compromising and on the other hand Im mean as a rattlesnake but I try to keep that part buried especially with ppl I love simply because you never want to hurt the ones you love but they so often end up being the ones who hurt you the most. Ehhhhh... Im rambling. One thing that i wanted to commit to memory before I post/publish is I hate when you find out information about ppl that are your 'friends' via Social Networking sites instead of through their mouths... smh. Oh well is my Winter time attitude! Fall/Winter promise to be pretty interesting and entertaining and of course my attitude is FULLY conducive :) Let the Games Begin!

Changes I Been Going Through...

Well August sparks a lot of changes for my lifestyle. School starts for me and my baby boi on the same day, Im moving in a few days, my job is about to end soon...I have to adjust to having my son back in my household which translates to dealing w/ crazy 16 yr old boy emotions and manipulation lol. I actually look forward to it, my son keeps me sharp! Im glad he broke up with his girlfriend- those trips to Annapolis were getting overly tedious and that lil girl was pushy and partly since he's my only child i think he should dote on Mommy not some chick he isnt going to remember in 5 yrs :). I have to give her credit she put up with that childs antics for 2 yrs and since I know my son is a lot like me when it comes to relationships-that had to drive her super crazy! I feel bad that I jaded my son...well sort of, these little girls are up to no good at an early age and I dont need T Brice falling into any traps!

Discernment

A woman would be much better off if she could distinguish the difference between a man that flatters her and a man that compliments her. A man that spends money on her and a man that invests in her. A man that views her as property and a man that views her properly. A man that lusts after her and a man that loves her. A man that believes he is God's gift to women and a man that REMEMBERS a woman was God's gift to man. Know your self worth. God doesn't make junk, God makes jewels....